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Thursday, January 1st, 2009
8:57 pm	apart De wereld draait... Van dat feit was ik al een tijdje op de hoogte, maar dit is de eerste keer ik hem ook zie draaien terwijl ik nuchter ben. Genoeg slaap gehad, genoeg gegeten, geen drank op, toch vreemd gevoel. Apart Anyway, Happy New Year (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 1st, 2008
7:08 pm	Allereerst, iedereen een Happy New Year :) 2007 is eindelijk voorbij. Gelukkig. Als ik er zo op terugkijk heb ik het grootste deel doorgebracht met vervelen en pissed off zijn. Slaapgebrek en een gebrek aan nieuwe ervaringen:P. Dank aan degenen die niet wijken voor een Rolf in sarcastic bastard mode. Was het hele jaar dan slecht? Nein. Er waren genoeg hoogtepunten. -Auto. Ik rij weer! Ben het niet echt nodig, ik vermaak me ook wel als ik geen wagen heb. Maar nu ik weer een koekblik op wielen heb bevalt mij dat best wel. Snellere reistijden, minder last van slecht weer. Ik geniet :P - Pepe & Kiki. Yup. Ik ben reddeloos verloren. Het trotse oom gevoel heeft weer een slachtoffer gemaakt. - Friends. Niet de serie, maar de vlees en bloed personen. Dit jaar heeft een aantal mijn hulp gezocht wanneer ze in de put zaten. Anderen zorgden ervoor dat ik iemand had om tegen te praten wanneer ik iemand niet kon beschermen tegen Evil. Het verbaasde mij, maar wordt wel gewaardeerd. - Roddels. Ja, echt. Ik weet dat ik er af en toe flink over mopper, maar de laatste paar maanden waren briljant. Ik experimenteer met drugs. Ik heb twee jaar in coma doorgebracht. Ik ben geestelijk gehandicapt nu. Plus natuurlijk de oude favoriet: Een vriendin bedriegt haar vriendje met mij. Briljant! Hoe verzinnen ze het allemaal, en hebben ze niks beters te doen ? Ach ja, dorpsgemeenschap. Natuurlijk ben ik zo onschuldig als een lammetje. (Vriendje gelooft trouwens wel dat het waar is, waardoor ik gesterkt wordt in mijn mening dat hij een idioot is) Hoop dat 2008 voor iedereen brengt wat men ervan wenst :) Rolf (Comment on this)
5:55 pm	Vaarwel 2007, welkom 2008 (Comment on this)
Friday, August 10th, 2007
3:35 pm	ik koop een autootje :) (Comment on this)
Monday, April 2nd, 2007
5:22 pm	Voor degenen die the 300 al hebben gezien : ( Tja ) Voor de mede pratchett fans Probeer de tweedelige tvserie van Hogfather te pakken te krijgen. Het is een vrij goede verfilming van het boek. Natuurlijk zijn er wel wat dingen weggelaten, maar er is niet het gevoel dat er iets ontbreekt. Er zitten een paar bekende gezichten in de cast, het acteerwerk is goed en de special effects zijn niet slecht. Kijken dus! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 13th, 2006
12:20 am	Ik ga naar Frankrijk! Halverwege Augustus is het eindelijk tijd voor een vakantie. Met een paar kameraden op de camping staan, en relaxen. Goed, waarschijnlijk verdwijn ik na twee dagen, om op de dag van vertrek wer op te duiken, maar het is de gedachte die telt, toch? Heb er best zin in, want kom op het ogenblik tijd te kort. 6 dagen in de week werken, plus twee avonden in de week folders bezorgen. 's Avonds nog veel tijd kwijt aan kameraden, leren en klusjes. Heb de tijd van mijn leven, maar verlang best naar rust af en toe. En omdat jullie al zolang geen post van mij hebben gezien, komen hier nog een paar quisjes die ik van Loraine "geleent" heb. (ja, ik zou cut kunnen gebruiken, wil gewoon een lange lap tekst zien) 1. Do you give the peace sign a lot? Not a lot, no. Sometimes I use the Vulcan one 2. How many Abercrombie polos do you own? I don't wear them. 3. Do you always wash your hands after using the bathroom? Sure 4. Can you do a cartwheel? Without wrecking the furniture, and my body? No 5. Would you skate goofy or regular? Goofy ^^ I don't know how to stop 6. How many times have you been to the mall this week? None yet. 7. Do you regret something you did yesterday? What did I do yesterday? 8. Are you allergic to anything? No 9. Have you ever been tubing? What is it? 10. Did you have a good Easter? Think so, although there where no painted eggs this year 11. Do you own a guitar? I have an accoustic. 12. Have you ever rode in an ambulance? Hven't yet. 13. Do you like the taste of beer? Starting to appreciate the taste of a cold beer after a long day at work 14. Do you have a piggy bank shaped like a pig? No. Mine looks like a cow 15. Crayons or markers? Markers 16. What age do you wish you were? My friends aren't even sure what my age is now 17. Do you shower facing the shower head or with your back to it? Both 18. Do you have anything in your pockets right now? I'm only wearing boxers 19. What is the most money you ever found on the ground? 75 gulden, after "de nacht van nieuw amsterdam" 20. What is the closest object to your right? Pillow 21. Do you like school? No 22. How many windows are up on your computer? Seven 23. Do you share your computer with anyone? No. It's mine, mine! 24. What kind of cell phone do you have? Nokia 3310 25. How many people have called for you today? One, robert 26. What colour are the walls of your room? Blue and Orange 27. Are you wearing socks? No. In bed already. 28. How many hours did you sleep last night? About four, but I had slept in the garden before going to bed 29. Did you ever get the chicken pox? Once. 30. Do you own an MP3 player? Not yet 31. How many songs are on it? Heven't got one 32. Have you been outside your house yet today? Yes. Work 33. What is the last movie you saw in theatres? X-men 3 34. Did you like it? It was alright, but could have been better 35. What do you want to do tomorrow? Sleep, hang out with Rianka, cook x = what applys to you / = sometimes/sort of Leave what doesn't apply to you blank [x] I have a cell phone. It's nearly compulsory nowadays. [ ] I am an only child. [ ] I am a shopaholic. Yes, I have ovaries. [ ] I love dangly earrings. An unnatural addiction to them. [x] I have smoked a cigarette before. [ ] I do drugs. [/] I am an alcoholic. Some people tink I am [x] I love cold weather. [x] I am obsessed with the computer. [x] I have shot a gun before. [x] I can not live without music. There is always music inside my head [ ] I have no tolerance for ignorant people. They are fun to play with [ ] I have ridden on a motorcycle before. [ ] I will be in this town forever. No Way. [ ] I have been to 5 other countries. Only four :( [ ] I get annoyed easily. Too laid back for that [x] I eventually want kids. [x] I have neat handwriting. Very very small, but neat [ ] I have more than a few horrible memories. [ ] I am addicted to chocolate. [x] I have a sibling/siblings. Two siblings, a sister and younger brother [ ] My parents are strict. [x] I love airplane rides. [ ] I love taking pictures. [x] I hate people who are fake. [x] I can be mean when I want to be. Got a wicked tongue, if need be [ ] My parents care about my grades. They don't care, I like it that way [x] One of my best friends is a guy. Yes? So am I? [x] I am easy to talk to. I've been told so [ ] I hate when people are late. [x] I procrastinate. Procrastinators of the world unite! Tomorrow. [x] I love springtime. [/] I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser. Had, but a friend cleaned it out [x] I love to sleep. Anytime, Anywhere [ ] I wish I were smarter. Don't need more brain power, thank you very much [ ] I am afraid of flying. What is there to be afraid of? [ ] I hate drama. [ ] I bite my nails. [x] I have been on a 9 hour car ride or longer. Australia ^^ [ ] I never fight with my parents. . [x] I love the beach. [ ] I have never had the chicken pox. [x] I have gone out in public in my pajamas. I've even gone to work in my pajamas [/] I can not control my emotions. Got most of them behind bars, but occasionaly the stronger ones escape [x] I have a best friend.. [ ] I have moved more than once. [x] I truly love my friends. Some of them, that's why I cook for them [ ] I have [had] braces. [ ] I love to write. [ ] I have never broken a bone. Walked around in the dark, dressed in black. Someone crashed into me and broke my toes [x] I love my computer. [ ] I am a happy person. [x] I love to dance. With the right person, in the right place [x] I love to sing. Same as above [x] I love to act crazy and be funny. [ ] I love cleaning my room. [ ] I tend to get jealous very easily. [ ] I like night better than day. Like both equally [ ] I have been on the phone for over 5 hours at a time. [x] I don't like to study for tests. [ ] I have had pneumonia. [ ] I am too forgiving. Absolutely not. once you cross the line, you are gone forever [ ] I have horrible sense in direction. [ ] I miss elementary school. I heve no memories of going there [ ] My eye color changes. [ ] I become stressed easily. [ ] I hate liars. Like them, they are interresting [ ] I like comfy sweatpants. [ ] I can play the piano. Someday..... [x] I like to play in the rain. It's only water [x] I love my family. Some of them, hate others [ ] I hate needles. [x] I am a perfectionist. Only when people are depending on it being good [x] I always wanted to learn to play the guitar or drums. [x] I hate the feeling of failure. [x] I have friends in other countries. [x] I know how to cook. [x] I can speak another language. [x] At times, I can be very selfish. [x] At times, I still act like a little kid. [ ] I have allergies. [x] I love little kids. [x] I love to read. [/] I wish I was more motivated for school. [ ] I like getting stuff in the mail. I don't open half my mail [x] I have problems with letting go of old feelings/memories. [ ] I hate being alone. one of natures loners, but sometimes I need people [ ] I like friends and think I can never have too many. [x] I like summer. [x] I like weekends. We should have longer weekends. [x] I can type with one hand. Always do [x] I live in a house. [ ] I can't swim. [ ] I go to church. [x] I sing in the shower. To annoy my brother [ ] I have never been camping. [ ] I hate cheerleaders. [x] I usually get what I want. The trick is not wanting much [x] I have been on stage before. Loathed it [x] I love roller coasters. [ ] I am close with my parents. [ ] I have never been skiing or snowboarding. PART ONE: YOU and your life 1. Were any other names considered for you at birth? Fokko. I am eternaly gratefull to my sis for shooting that name down 2. What was the day, date and time for your birth? No idea 3. So how old will you be this year? 26, no 25, 26 4. Where do you dwell? Attic dweller 5. What is your astrological sign? Libra or Scorpio, depends on the horoscope 6. Do you check your horoscopes regularly, and do you believe in them? Read them every day, think they are funny 7. What are your typical [starsign] qualities? Got two signs ^^ 8. Who are you compatible with? I haven't met the perfect match yet. 9. What kind of house do you live in? Normal house 10. What’s the name of your street/close/road? Jagerslaan 11. Who do you live with? Bro and mum 12. What rooms are in your house? The normal ones? 13. Where is your room? Attic 14. How is it decorated? With furniture. And paint. And carpet. And other stuff. 15. Did you decorate it yourself? With the help of Rianka 16. What kind of furniture do you have? Table, chair, bed, shelves, cupboards. 17. Did you set out to decorate it with a certain look? Garbage sale 18. Do you have posters on the walls? A map of new south wales 19. What is your calendar this year [if you have one?] ..... 20. Are your parents still together? No, my father died 9 years ago 21. So what kind of person are you, in the good ways? I'm whatever I need to be 22. And in the bad ways? I'm unpredictable 23. In what ways do you annoy people? By being secretive 24. What are your strengths? This begins to sound like a dating site 25. What are your weaknesses? Insane 26. Are you easily depressed? No. 27. What makes you depressed? When my presence hurts the ones I care about 28. Are you easily paranoid? Helps me survive 29. What is your current mood? Sleepy 30. Who are your close friends? Renee, Marike, Rianka 31. Who are your favourite friends to talk with when you are upset? Marike 32. Who do you share most in common with? Renee 33. Do you have a journal/diary? Had one PART TWO: APPEARANCES 1. Insert a picture of yourself here: No 2. How important is the way you look to you? Not at all 3. How self-conscious are you when it comes to your appearance? Very self-conscious if I'm going somewhere. At home I don't give a damn. 4. How tall/short are you? 1.82 metres 5. What colour hair do you have? Brownish, and very short 6. Is it dyed? I would have more sucess painting my skull 7. If so, what is your natural hair colour? ... 8. How long is it? 2mm 9. Are you growing it? Only because I am to lay to shave 10. What would you call your body shape? Slender 11. Are you happy with it? Sure 12. What colour eyes do you have? Brown 13. How do you dress, and why? Old clothes, because they are comfy ^^ 14. How long ago did you start dressing this way? 9 years ago 15. Do your friends dress similarly to you? They take more care in their appearance 16. How is the way you dress reflective of your personality? Laid back? 17. What parts of your appearance do people compliment? My Hands 18. What parts of your appearance do people insult? Ears, but they only do it to make themselves seem better. Weaklings PART THREE: HOBBIES 1. What do you do for a living? I work 2. Are you happy with what you do? Yes, otherwise I wouldn't be doing it 3. What are your hobbies: reading, internetting, hanging out with friends, 4. Name everything you love: Everything? 5. Name everything you hate: Alpha males who want to attack me 6. What kind of people do you love: Weird ones, the ones that do not follow rules 7. What kind of people do you hate: the ones that try to hard to be part of the group That's it for now (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
8:28 pm	Gewoon even een post om te bewijzen dat ik nog in leven ben. Er gebeurt niet veel speciaals nu. Droom wel vrij vreemd tegenwoordig, over gifplantjes die hier niet voorkomen, briefjes en meisjes onder mijn bed. Ik vind het allemaal wel best. geen zin om verder te typen nu , komt binnenkort wel weer Cya (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
12:25 am	Wat spookt Rolf uit: Gaat veel met zijn kameraden om, degene die hij nog heeft. Spelletjes spelen, zoals kolonisten van Catan. Bioscopen bezoeken. Films kijken. Heeft een weekend in duitsland doorgebracht. Spelletjes, gourmetten, en genieten van de duitse keuken. Voor het eerst parfait gehad, donkey had gelijk, het bestaat uit layers. Heeft nog steeds blijkbaar een supergeheime relatie, waar het hele dorp van weet. Vrij apart. Gaat nu door het leven als Wolf. Dat is tenminste de naam waaronder hij zijn loonbriefjes ontvangt. Vreemd genoeg is dat niet te veranderen in de administratie. binnenkort meer..... Current Mood: blah Current Music: guns 'n roses - live and let die (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
12:41 am	Oops, I did it again Yet another friend of mine is angry with me. The reason why? I honestly don't know. It is probably some kind of tradition to not tell someone why you are pissed off. Must have overlooked it in my etiquette book. I doubt that it is about a girl this time though, which comes as a welcome change. Actually, my group of friends has split in two now. Old friends have become bitter enemies, and new alliances are forged. ( yup, too many trailers) When I went to australia my friends bought me a t-shirt with their pictures on it. Friends Forever. Well, didn't turn out quite that way. Add to it that my school is probably kicking me out AGAIN, and that the ibgroep can't get it in their heads that i live at home, and I can only conclude one thing : Life stinks! (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 24th, 2005
12:25 am	Still among the living ^^ I've just seen the new Harry Potter movie. Well, it isn't bad, quite the opposite. It is a bit too short though. I know that they couldn't put everything from the book in it, but some things are just missing. It doesn't feel right, if you can say that about a movie. There is one adaptation they are allowed to do on the next film. Will someone please use an unforgivable on Ron Weasley? He's a whimpering jealous git. Never liked him much and at the moment he reminds me of a few former friends. So miss Rowling, please kill him off? Has anyone read "The meaning of tingo"? It's a book which tries to give words from different languages for things there are no words for in english. Here are a few examples : Mokita (Kiriwana) the truth hat all know but no one talks about Anapothi (Greek) a backhanded slap in the face Zassledit' (Russian) to leave dirty footprints Awawa (Hawaiian) the gap between the fingers Egkoniomai (Ancient Greek) to sprinkle sand over oneself Umjayanipxitütuwa (Aymara) to have gotten drunk as a result of others giving you alcohol well, cya Current Mood: calm (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 16th, 2005
10:43 pm	*Stolen from Sabine* Layer One: On the Outside Name: Rolf Nicknames: Wolf, Jos, Putten Birthday: 10 23 1979 Birthplace: Emmen, Netherlands Eye colour: Brown Hair colour: uhm. something dark Height: my passport sais 1.82 meter Righty or lefty: Righty Religion: Amusing Sex: Proud member of the male species Layer Two: In the Inside Your heritage: Dutch, German Who do you look like: Sometimes Gandhi Your weakness: To darn stubborn Your fears: Fear of telepaths Your perfect pizza: Pizza Hawaii Goal you’d like to achieve: Finding a way to travel for the rest of my life Layer Three: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow Your most over-used phrase on MSN: hmmmm Your thoughts first waking up: Grrrr Your best physical feature: Eyes and hands Your bedtime: Whenever i feel sleepy Your most missed memory: How can you miss a memory when you don't know it's there? Layer Four: Your Pick Pepsi or Coke: Don't drink either of them McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King Single or Group Dates: Single Adidas or Nike: Nike Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee is served in bigger cups Layer Five: Do You? Smoke: No Curse: May the hair of your offspring be bright gree for seven generations. easy Sing: Sometimes Think you’ve been in love: Yes Want to get married: No Believe in yourself: I'm quite certain that I'm real Motion sickness: No Think you’re attractive: Nop Think you’re a health freak: No Get along with your parents: Sure Like thunderstorms: No, I love them. Look great, sound great, sometimes even smell great Play an instrument: Wish I did Layer Six: Have You Ever Smoked: Yes Done a drug: NO Gone to the mall: Yes Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Yes Eaten sushi: Yes Been on stage: Unfortunately yes Gone skating: Yes, but i can't stop skating Gone skinny dipping: Yes Stolen anything: Yes Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes Been caught ‘doing something’: Doing something with a girl? Uhm yes. My mother, little brother, uncles en nieces don't seem to believe in privacy. Been called a tease: Quite often Gotten beat up: Decided to pick a fight with a bodybuilder :P Shoplifted: Yes Layer Seven: Getting Older Age you hope to be married: Never Number and names of children: More then 2, less then 6 Describe your dream wedding: One without me in it How do you want to die: While sleeping perhaps What do you want to be when you grow up: I don't want to grow up. Peter Pan syndrome What country would you most like to visit: Iceland Layer Eight: In a Partner Best eye colour: Blue Green Best hair color: Brown Short or long hair: I like both :P Height: Shorter or equal lenght Best articles of clothing: Anything she wears. * zwijmel * Layer Nine: In the Numbers Number of drugs taken illegally: None Number of CDs that you own: 30 Number of piercings: Earring Number of tattoos: None Number of times your name has appeared in the newspaper: Twice, I guess Next weekend I've been on this planet for 26 years. Would some of you be interrested in doing something similar to Bert's birthday party?. Something like going out to dinner in Utrecht. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
7:53 pm	The fight continues. Op het ogenblik ben ik weer es niet te vinden in het school computersysteem. Valt wel te overleven, maar het betekend wel geen tentamens, geen cijfers voor projecten. Morgen maar weer es achter aan. De ib groep heeft in zijn almachtige wijsheid besloten dat ze mijn vaders belastinggegevens van het jaar 2004 willen hebben. Dus ik bellen en keurig netjes vermelden dat mijn vader tien jaar geleden overleden is. Wat ze wel in de pc horen te hebben staan. Nee hoor, daar moet ook een overlijdens acte naar toe. AAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH Heb zo'n beetje het vertrouwen in administraties kwijt Mijn voormalige kameraad heeft trouwens twee anderen tegen me opgestookt . Onder het mom van van vredesbesprekingen al een avondje opgezet. Ben van plan ze net zolang op ze te schelden en met hun hoofden tegen elkaar te slaan tot ze toegeven dat a: we niet vechten om een meisje en b: ik niet verliefd ben. Kan even duren. Vreemd genoeg vermaak ik me best wel :p (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 24th, 2005
7:42 pm	Hello Ik heb weer wat tijd om te schrijven. Ben namelijk al weer van school af. Ik kreeg na twee weken braaf de lessen te hebben gevolgd te horen dat mijn aanmelding niet was goedgekeurd. Mijn blackboard account was al weer gewist, en ik was al weer van de lijsten afgehaalt. Het verbaasde mij best wel, aangezien ik wel al twee weken lang op de presentie lijst stond. Na lang bellen met zo'n beetje elke afdeling in de school is nu duidelijk geworden dat ik door 1 van de twee afdeling hoofden ben goedgekeurd, en die heeft me ingeschreven. De andere wist daar niks van, en heeft me weer verwijderd. Op het ogenblik ben ik dus schoolloos. Komende dinsdag heb ik een gesprek daar, word ik wel weer toegelaten waarschijnlijk, maar toch, een beetje vreemd. Zij zijn wel degene die mij communicatie, organisatie en dat soort zooi bij moeten brengen.Ik begin me dus eigenlijk wel af te vragen of ik wel veel waarde aan hun oordeel moet hechten. Awel, zie dinsdag wel hoe het loopt. Rolf (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
2:08 pm	Tonight I can write the saddest lines. Write, for example, 'The night is starry and the stars are blue and shiver in the distance.' The night wind revolves in the sky and sings. Tonight I can write the saddest lines. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too. Through nights like this one I held her in my arms. I kissed her again and again under the endless sky. She loved me, sometimes I loved her too. How could one not have loved her great still eyes. Tonight I can write the saddest lines. To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her. To hear the immense night, still more immense without her. And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture. What does it matter that my love could not keep her. The night is starry and she is not with me. This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance. My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her. My sight tries to find her as though to bring her closer. My heart looks for her, and she is not with me. The same night whitening the same trees. We, of that time, are no longer the same. I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her. My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing. Another's. She will be another's. As she was before my kisses. Her voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes. I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her. Love is so short, forgetting is so long. Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her. Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer and these the last verses that I write for her. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 9th, 2005
1:15 pm	Quiz! Total volume of music files on my computer? Had to format my computer, so at the moment not much. 821 mb The last CD I bought was? That must be more than three years ago now. uhm, thinking. Tanita Tikaram Song playing right now: Right now? mr brightside by the killers Five songs I listen to a lot or that mean a lot to me (in no particular order): this is a tough question. 1 kaoma - lambada. This is because of the clip. I was ten years old when this song was released. In the video clip there was a pretty blond girl. It was the first time I realized that girls might be interesting. 2 stef bos - pappa. My father died a few years ago, and the song describes the way my appreciation for him grows while I grow older. 3 Carly Simon - You're so vain. Because once, I was sitting in a kitchen having breakfast, and listening to two special girls sing this song. perfectly happy at that moment. 4 Within Temptation - Ice Queen. Somehow I get the idea that this song is alive. That instead of the singer singing it, the song uses the singer to be sung. probably read to much Pratchett. 5 Lionel Richie - Hello. This is my babysitting song. My sister's kids are still babies, and when they cry, it helps to sing to them. Since I refuse to sing lullabies, I use ballads. Hello is one of them, and Eternal flame, Wonderful tonight and Where the wild roses grow are also among them. Which 5 people are you passing this baton to, why? I'm not going to pass the baton on on live journal. Gonna ask some people the questions though. Their names: Marike, just because I like talking to her Richard, because sometimes he actually finds music that I like Tim, because he's got a lousy taste in music Roy, my brother, He has got even weirder music than me Rian, because I'm really curious what kind of music she likes That's all folks (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
3:14 am	</table TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: rolf Birthday: 23-10-1979 Birthplace: emmen Current Location: nieuw amsterdam Eye Color: brown Hair Color: brown Height: 1.82 Right Handed or Left Handed: righthanded, learned to do a lot of things with my left hand as well Your Heritage: dutch/german The Shoes You Wore Today: black, don't care about brand names Your Weakness: upper body Your Fears: none Your Perfect Pizza: i don't care , as long as there are no olives Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: getting in a better physical shape Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ^^ . hmm Thoughts First Waking Up: marike Your Best Physical Feature: my hands, when they are functioning right Your Bedtime: when i feel like sleeping Your Most Missed Memory: my father, can't really picture him in my mind Pepsi or Coke: neither MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king, if i really have to choose Single or Group Dates: single, don't want her to meet with the group till later. they can be a bit overwhelming Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: capuccino Do you Smoke: nope Do you Swear: not very often. doesn't happen often that i get upset enough Do you Sing: sometimes, when i'm in the mood Do you Shower Daily: not everyday. probably every two days Have you Been in Love: yes Do you want to go to College: still thinking. Do you want to get Married: no Do you belive in yourself: yes Do you get Motion Sickness: no Do you think you are Attractive: no Are you a Health Freak: no Do you get along with your Parents: yes, we tend to ignore eachother Do you like Thunderstorms: no, i love em ! Do you play an Instrument: no In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes i have. 2 breezer like thingies In the past month have you Smoked: nope, and never will In the past month have you been on Drugs: probably not In the past month have you gone on a Date: uhm, no In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes, had to buy a gift In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no In the past month have you been on Stage: no In the past month have you been Dumped: no In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: someones girlfriend, does that count Ever been Drunk: sure, three times Ever been called a Tease: hmm'mm Ever been Beaten up: what do you call beaten up Ever Shoplifted: yes How do you want to Die: don't really care What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i'm not going to grow up What country would you most like to Visit: iceland In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: don't really care, but most of the time i fall for light colours Favourite Hair Color: no redheads Short or Long Hair: long Height: doesn't matter Weight: slender? Best Clothing Style: don't care Number of Drugs I have taken: none, except painkillers Number of CDs I own: don't know, 30 ? 40? Number of Piercings: 1, earlobe Number of Tattoos: none Number of things in my Past I Regret: uhm, some CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: stef bos - pappa (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 18th, 2005
11:46 pm	At the moment, everything is going well. One person still mad at me, don't care about that. Haven't had as many visitors in a long time, almost all tell me that they aren't mad at me. Some are mad on the girl though. Don't like that. So i'm gonna have to defend her. She's doing the same for me. Strangely enough, i like that. Someone fights for me. Makes me feel warm in side, sort of. Omg i'm becoming a softie!!!! yuk Current Mood: touched Current Music: i'll stand by you - pretenders (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
7:53 am	YESS!!!! today, I feel alive again. I was planning to go to school on monday, but I threw a little tantrum on sunday. Wrecking furniture and throwing things is a lot of fun, but not when you're supposed to take it easy. Two days with painkillers makes me feel ok now. Or the pills haven't stopped working, that's also possible. I'm off to school in a few minutes, not that I'm planning to go to any classes, but I actually miss everyone there. (ok, perhaps not everyone) I might also be in love. That's what everyone around here thinks. I've known her for a year and two weeks now, and we spend a lot of time talking with each other. Our friends and family have started to comment on this. I'm used to that, apparently I show boyfriend behavior with female friends a lot. We both don't worry to much about it. There might be a little problem though. One of my friends knew her before me, and introduced us. A lot of people thaught that he was falling in love with her. He did show some weird behaviour back then. We've had a few arguments because I was taking up to much of her time, and so on. Four months ago he stopped talking to her, said that that part of his life was over. He seemed fine about me still being in contact with her. Last week I slept at her place though. He knew about that, but when my other friends asked where I was he became very quiet. He hasn't talked to me since, and given that everybody askes what's wrong with him, I don't think he has talked to my other friends as well. Don't know what to think of it. Everybody else thinks that it is because of me stealing his girl. I wish that he would talk to me, to explain what's going on in his head. If it is because of me and her, he'll just have to get used to it, 'cause i'm not gonna stop. No way. Sorry that I bother you with it. It just worries me, I guess Current Mood: confused Current Music: the beautiful south - don't fear the reaper (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
3:09 pm	gokje: een 1 voor aanwezigheid. Dat word een gesprekje met wesselius. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 17th, 2005
2:40 pm	i'm bored. our computer broke down, so no msn for me since thursday. My telephone isn't working properly either. kinda got all the infections under control now. except for my right shoulder. A friend of mine who forgot about it, pushed me into a wall. hurt like hell. still haven't got all the feeling in my hand back. i've had worse though, so everything is going to be fine. since i didn't have anything better to do, i decided to clean out my mind a little bit. usually a good time to form some opinions. thought a lot about lies, and had a few discussions with my friends about it this weekend. my opinion was that a lot of things we believe in are lies. things like good and evil or absolute thruths. i'm not saying that we shouldn't believe in it, just that it would be nice if people didn't act like they are carved in stone or something. what do you think? ( besides that i'm a cynical nutcase) borrowed a few questionaires again. here they are A - Accent: sometimes, when i'm feeling realy relaxed, i might start speaking drents B - Breast size: hmm, never bothered to check C - Chore you hate: i really really hate washing my car. D - Dad's name: Geert E - Essential make-up item: mine? o boy, don't know F - Favorite perfume: Haven't got a clue either G - Gold or silver: Silver, but that reacts kinda bad with pesticides H - Hometown: Officially nieuw amsterdam, but i feel at home everywhere I - Insomnia: Yes. sometimes. at other times i can't keep my eyes open for more than three hours J - Job title: Student. otherwise not existing K - Kids: fun to play with, to teach them mischief. not really sure if it's a good thing to have them myself. perhaps if they are like their mother L - Living arrangements: A damp room in belguim, which i'm gonna leave soon, and living with my mom and brother during the weekends M - Mum's birthplace: think think, i can drive their without thinking, just don't know the name of the town N - Number of pets you've had: 18 cats,2 hamsters and some pigeons, chicken and fish O - Overnight hospital stays: don't remember. a lot. been born two months early P - Phobia: Nothing really R - Religious affiliation: My moms religious, but no idea which faith she has. my siblings and me don't want it in our lives. S - Siblings: one older sister, one older brother T - Time you wake up: physically or mentally? U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn: brown, white, black, bleu, orange, green, purple V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: I am the true omnivore. Don't care what it is, as long as it's food, i'll eat it W - Worst habit: Remembering things X - X-rays you've had: xrays of skull, shoulder and backbones after my mistery accident, after a car accident, and at the dentist. Y - Yummy foods you make: any kind of cake. Z - Zodiac sign: Sometimes i'm a libra, sometimes a scorpio that's about it for now. (2 Comments |Comment on this)